April 3rd, 2010
One thing that these last few weeks have taught me, is that you can never be too careful when it comes to the ones you love. I have said some pretty hurtful things, and I have let myself down, as well as her. Some things can not be forgiven, and some things just scar too deep to let go. Please learn from my mistake; you have to think about the things you want to say, every word of it. Because if you don’t mean exactly what the words you’re typing, or saying out loud, DON’T SAY THEM! You may not know how much it will hurt your partner. I am so so sorry my love, I will not let you down like that again. * On a lighter note, I might be getting a better paying job here soon. Also, she finally got her degree. Congrats Girl!!! I am sorry I couldn’t be there for that. If my job works out, I will be able to see you more than once a year *crosses fingers*. Wish me luck. Boy.Learning from misakes
March 20th, 2010
DST and timezones are evil for LDR couples. It means that one of you is gonna lose sleep, and that once you get used to that pattern, DST changes are gonna throw you off again. IMO the best option is to get a laptop and talk in bed, weird conversations ensue. We have both been pretty stressed out and haven’t had the chance to do that in weeks, but I hope that once things settle down we’ll repeat it. Girl.#26
February 20th, 2010
In occassions, the romantic in me comes out. We had finished watching Beauty and the Beast and the credits were rolling, when I grabbed the boy and tried to dance with him. Sure, it was more clinging to him than dancing, since he’s a lot taller than me, but we just stood there hugging, occassionally moving, listening to the music. He was so red when I turned on the lights, haha. Two more sketches from the visit left to go… The Notebook is on his way, me hoping it gets there quickly and doesn’t get lost. Sometimes snail mail can be tricky. One thing that I hate about timezones is that I usually wake up earlier than him (even if we go to sleep at the same time. Poor boy had problems with his knee last night and was in so much pain) and I have to sit around waiting for him to be online… Or am I just making excuses to not do anything until he gets online? I could call and wake him up, but he needs his sleep. I hope you’re feeling better today, dear.#22
February 14th, 2010
…to remind me to tell you that I love you. So it’s Valentines day. A day where loved ones are in each others arms and buy sexy clothes, and chocolates and roses…. But what if your loved one isn’t so close, and what if your loved one is from a country that doesn’t really do the whole Valentines thing. Well you kinda ease into it, and make plans for the day you will spend it together. I love her and it’s sad that another year goes by and I’m not with her night and day. I don’t really need a day of the year to express my love for her. I think the boyfriends that only buy flowers on days like today are a joke. She knows I love her, and I know she loves me. We don’t need a day to spark that. I drew that heart into our notebook a while ago and we have almost filled it, a lot of back and forth and she had made a scrapbook in it of my first trip to see her (we might share some it with you guys). BoyI don’t need a day…
January 23rd, 2010
Oh, another item in our list of things to do. I have mentioned this before, on this post, that we wanted to share a Strawberry frappuchino from Starbucks, and that I wanted to take pics of both of us drinking from the same cup with a straw. Well, we did it ♥ It took a couple of shots but it’s one of my favorite pics of all the trip. It was funny cause at first he wanted us to be sideways looking at each other, but our noses kept getting the way (you could say we both have big noses, lol). So later, I pestered him to take the photo again, this time following this sketch, haha. I wish we could be sharing that frappuchino again… with a couple of donuts and a cheesecake, yum! Girl#18
January 5th, 2010
I don’t know what to say, I don’t know what to do. It’s been a little bit of time since I have been back home after my Trip to see her. But I am having the hardest time getting back into the swing of things here. I miss the nice weather. I miss the wonderfull food. I miss the laid back lifestyle. But most of all I miss her. I miss being right there with her, I miss being able to reach over and give her a kiss, I miss being able to feel her stuck to my side…. I guess untill we live together some day that I will always feels like this after leaving her. It almost feels like something is missing from my day-to-day life without her hugs and kisses. It is all magnified by the fact that her internet connection has been dead for a while now. I call her cellphone with Skype, but that just isn’t the same as hearing her whisper in my ear “I love you” on a crowded bus, or to stand so that no one gets too close to her on a packed train. I MISS YOU LOVE! On the way to the Terminal in the airport was the hardest thing I ever did. Seeing her on the verge of tears… I wanted to run back and give a huge hug and never let go. But the last thing I needed to do was miss the flight and get detained for braking airport securty rules. I love you, baby. I will be back to see you, you can count on it. BoyTrying to get back to normal
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about us
We’re just two people who don’t care about distances, we’re just two people in love.
boy
age: 24
languages: English
girl
age: 24
languages: Spanish, English, Japanese
