May 29th, 2010
#32
He found it! The Boy was so worried that he had lost his passport… the stamps of his first visit are an important memory for him, and it was heartbreaking to think that we lost that little piece of memorabillia. But luckily he found it…
Girl.

May 29th, 2010

#32

He found it! The Boy was so worried that he had lost his passport… the stamps of his first visit are an important memory for him, and it was heartbreaking to think that we lost that little piece of memorabillia. But luckily he found it…

Girl.

May 22nd, 2010
#31
Music makes us feel closer.
~
A couple of posts ago someone recomended us a song (I did like the lyrics very much!), and it made me want to share our playlist on the site.
Daft Punk – Something About Us (Our song)
Daft Punk – Digital Love
Incubus – Stellar
Incubus – I Miss You (This one makes us both cry)
NIN – We’re In This Together
Daft Punk – Face To Face
John Denver – Leaving On A Jet Plane (To be honest I like this version, even if I’ve never watched Glee)
Incubus – Wish You Were Here
(All are random links on YouTube except for Something About Us… that’s the link he sent me when we first started talking.)
~
Girl.

May 22nd, 2010

#31

Music makes us feel closer.

~

A couple of posts ago someone recomended us a song (I did like the lyrics very much!), and it made me want to share our playlist on the site.

Daft Punk – Something About Us (Our song)

Daft Punk – Digital Love

Incubus – Stellar

Incubus – I Miss You (This one makes us both cry)

NIN – We’re In This Together

Daft Punk – Face To Face

John Denver – Leaving On A Jet Plane (To be honest I like this version, even if I’ve never watched Glee)

Incubus – Wish You Were Here

(All are random links on YouTube except for Something About Us… that’s the link he sent me when we first started talking.)

~

Girl.

May 12th, 2010
Out with the old
There has been a change of pace in my life. I have recently been let go at my job so that kinda puts a damper on things. But the Girl and I see this as a way to move on with my life. Anyone who knows me knows that the last 4 years hadn’t been easy on me. The only saving grace is that I fell in love with her. She helps me in ways that no one else can. This is why I have decided not to let this get me down, and once again, “with her support I feel like I can do anything”.
I have found an interest loose leaf tea, and it gets me off my ass in the morning during this hunt for a new job. When I was visiting Girl I was introduced to this regional drink called Mate. THIS STUFF IS AMAZING! I liked it so much I wasn’t going to go home without bringing some with me. Needless to say, getting 3 packages of Mate thought the airport was a fun trip *thumbs up to TSA*. I drink it all the time from the gourd I got when I was down there (I use my bombilla so much the coating is now tarnished). Mate is so much healthier for me than those damn energy drinks I used to drink all the time; it keeps me active for much longer time, as much kick as a cup of coffee without the jitters.
Back to loose leaf tea, I have found several stores that carry it here, and I’m amazed at the wide range of flavors they offer. I have a friend that used to work at a tea shop and he gave me an infuser with some samples of tea in exchange of some Mate. The green tea he gave is amazing, I liked it so much I went and found some samples online to try as well, as you can see from the picture. I am also cutting out most of the processed crap that was in my diet, trying to eat and drink better. This is all part of me trying to make better choices and live a healthier life for her.
Boy.

May 12th, 2010

Out with the old

There has been a change of pace in my life. I have recently been let go at my job so that kinda puts a damper on things. But the Girl and I see this as a way to move on with my life. Anyone who knows me knows that the last 4 years hadn’t been easy on me. The only saving grace is that I fell in love with her. She helps me in ways that no one else can. This is why I have decided not to let this get me down, and once again, “with her support I feel like I can do anything”.

I have found an interest loose leaf tea, and it gets me off my ass in the morning during this hunt for a new job. When I was visiting Girl I was introduced to this regional drink called Mate. THIS STUFF IS AMAZING! I liked it so much I wasn’t going to go home without bringing some with me. Needless to say, getting 3 packages of Mate thought the airport was a fun trip *thumbs up to TSA*. I drink it all the time from the gourd I got when I was down there (I use my bombilla so much the coating is now tarnished). Mate is so much healthier for me than those damn energy drinks I used to drink all the time; it keeps me active for much longer time, as much kick as a cup of coffee without the jitters.

Back to loose leaf tea, I have found several stores that carry it here, and I’m amazed at the wide range of flavors they offer. I have a friend that used to work at a tea shop and he gave me an infuser with some samples of tea in exchange of some Mate. The green tea he gave is amazing, I liked it so much I went and found some samples online to try as well, as you can see from the picture. I am also cutting out most of the processed crap that was in my diet, trying to eat and drink better. This is all part of me trying to make better choices and live a healthier life for her.

Boy.

May 1st, 2010
#30
We both got sick at the same time, and spent a day in bed talking to each other on our netbooks. Conversations interrupted by coughing fits are no fun!
Girl.

May 1st, 2010

#30

We both got sick at the same time, and spent a day in bed talking to each other on our netbooks. Conversations interrupted by coughing fits are no fun!

Girl.

April 3rd, 2010
Learning from misakes
One thing that these last few weeks have taught me, is that you can never be too careful when it comes to the ones you love. I have said some pretty hurtful things, and I have let myself down, as well as her. Some things can not be forgiven, and some things just scar too deep to let go.
Please learn from my mistake; you have to think about the things you want to say, every word of it. Because if you don’t mean exactly what the words you’re typing, or saying out loud, DON’T SAY THEM! You may not know how much it will hurt your partner.
I am so so sorry my love, I will not let you down like that again.
*
On a lighter note, I might be getting a better paying job here soon. Also, she finally got her degree. Congrats Girl!!! I am sorry I couldn’t be there for that. If my job works out, I will be able to see you more than once a year *crosses fingers*. Wish me luck.
Boy.

April 3rd, 2010

Learning from misakes

One thing that these last few weeks have taught me, is that you can never be too careful when it comes to the ones you love. I have said some pretty hurtful things, and I have let myself down, as well as her. Some things can not be forgiven, and some things just scar too deep to let go.

Please learn from my mistake; you have to think about the things you want to say, every word of it. Because if you don’t mean exactly what the words you’re typing, or saying out loud, DON’T SAY THEM! You may not know how much it will hurt your partner.

I am so so sorry my love, I will not let you down like that again.

*

On a lighter note, I might be getting a better paying job here soon. Also, she finally got her degree. Congrats Girl!!! I am sorry I couldn’t be there for that. If my job works out, I will be able to see you more than once a year *crosses fingers*. Wish me luck.

Boy.

February 23rd, 2010
Fall
I don’t like February, I never really did. If it was for me, I’d make January have 59 days (ocassionally 60). It’s always humid and rainy, and it’s a clear reminder that school will start up soon in March. Also that summer is leaving, and fall is about to start. I don’t like fall, here you don’t get to see the red and yellow trees, but gray skies and even grayer buildings. It’s such a depressing season for me. I got notice that my graduation ceremony will be on March 26th. Finally, after months of waiting on a date. But I’m bummed. I mean yes, it’s great that they’re fiiiiiinally giving me my title. But he won’t be there, all dressed up in a fancy suit, with his tie the same color as my dress, giving me a long stem rose to go with my diploma-tube. The first thing I thought after getting the call from my uni was ‘what if I bring my netbook and have Skype open’. I’m so crazy I might consider it.
Girl

February 23rd, 2010

Fall

I don’t like February, I never really did. If it was for me, I’d make January have 59 days (ocassionally 60). It’s always humid and rainy, and it’s a clear reminder that school will start up soon in March. Also that summer is leaving, and fall is about to start. I don’t like fall, here you don’t get to see the red and yellow trees, but gray skies and even grayer buildings. It’s such a depressing season for me. I got notice that my graduation ceremony will be on March 26th. Finally, after months of waiting on a date. But I’m bummed. I mean yes, it’s great that they’re fiiiiiinally giving me my title. But he won’t be there, all dressed up in a fancy suit, with his tie the same color as my dress, giving me a long stem rose to go with my diploma-tube. The first thing I thought after getting the call from my uni was ‘what if I bring my netbook and have Skype open’. I’m so crazy I might consider it.

Girl

January 5th, 2010

Trying to get back to normal

I don’t know what to say, I don’t know what to do. It’s been a little bit of time since I have been back home after my Trip to see her. But I am having the hardest time getting back into the swing of things here.

I miss the nice weather. I miss the wonderfull food. I miss the laid back lifestyle. But most of all I miss her. I miss being right there with her, I miss being able to reach over and give her a kiss, I miss being able to feel her stuck to my side…. I guess untill we live together some day that I will always feels like this after leaving her.

It almost feels like something is missing from my day-to-day life without her hugs and kisses.

It is all magnified by the fact that her internet connection has been dead for a while now. I call her cellphone with Skype, but that just isn’t the same as hearing her whisper in my ear “I love you” on a crowded bus, or to stand so that no one gets too close to her on a packed train.

I MISS YOU LOVE!

On the way to the Terminal in the airport was the hardest thing I ever did. Seeing her on the verge of tears… I wanted to run back and give a huge hug and never let go. But the last thing I needed to do was miss the flight and get detained for braking airport securty rules.

I love you, baby. I will be back to see you, you can count on it.

Boy

(Source: 5242miles.com)

December 27th, 2009
See you later…
And the boy left on Saturday back home. I’m very happy for the time we got to spend together (and what a great time it was, I’ll be posting about it later) but I am also filled with great sadness. I guess it affected me more than him cause I’m the one who didn’t travel, the one who got used to him sleeping on her bed, waking the other person up if they were still sleeping when we were up… I have to bring myself to get used again to just see his image on my monitor, without being able to touch or kiss him, and for only a couple of hours each day. Yes, it was all worth it, but that doesn’t make the departure less sad. I just hope that soon enough we’ll have time to spend together once more, I just don’t think it’ll be soon enough for me.
I miss you already.
Girl.

December 27th, 2009

See you later…

And the boy left on Saturday back home. I’m very happy for the time we got to spend together (and what a great time it was, I’ll be posting about it later) but I am also filled with great sadness. I guess it affected me more than him cause I’m the one who didn’t travel, the one who got used to him sleeping on her bed, waking the other person up if they were still sleeping when we were up… I have to bring myself to get used again to just see his image on my monitor, without being able to touch or kiss him, and for only a couple of hours each day. Yes, it was all worth it, but that doesn’t make the departure less sad. I just hope that soon enough we’ll have time to spend together once more, I just don’t think it’ll be soon enough for me.

I miss you already.

Girl.

December 15th, 2009
And finally…
♥

December 15th, 2009

And finally…

December 14th, 2009
Arrivals…
So nervous & excited… I will see him in person after almost three years, and for the first time since we started dating… ASDFGHJ I’M SO NERVOUS! Not being able to get in touch today to know if he got to the gates or anything is gonna be a torture. And to think that I have to wake up at 6 am next day to get to the airport to pick him up… I’m gonna be so nervous I won’t be able to say a word and just mumble. I know I’ll drop some tears on his shoulder, that’s just gonna be inevitable. The days before have been a bit rocky cause we were so nervous and worried about things not going the way we wanted, passport issues and the such… but it’s finally happening, isn’t it? Or am I just imagining it all?
Girl

December 14th, 2009

Arrivals…

So nervous & excited… I will see him in person after almost three years, and for the first time since we started dating… ASDFGHJ I’M SO NERVOUS! Not being able to get in touch today to know if he got to the gates or anything is gonna be a torture. And to think that I have to wake up at 6 am next day to get to the airport to pick him up… I’m gonna be so nervous I won’t be able to say a word and just mumble. I know I’ll drop some tears on his shoulder, that’s just gonna be inevitable. The days before have been a bit rocky cause we were so nervous and worried about things not going the way we wanted, passport issues and the such… but it’s finally happening, isn’t it? Or am I just imagining it all?

Girl