January 5th, 2010
I don’t know what to say, I don’t know what to do. It’s been a little bit of time since I have been back home after my Trip to see her. But I am having the hardest time getting back into the swing of things here. I miss the nice weather. I miss the wonderfull food. I miss the laid back lifestyle. But most of all I miss her. I miss being right there with her, I miss being able to reach over and give her a kiss, I miss being able to feel her stuck to my side…. I guess untill we live together some day that I will always feels like this after leaving her. It almost feels like something is missing from my day-to-day life without her hugs and kisses. It is all magnified by the fact that her internet connection has been dead for a while now. I call her cellphone with Skype, but that just isn’t the same as hearing her whisper in my ear “I love you” on a crowded bus, or to stand so that no one gets too close to her on a packed train. I MISS YOU LOVE! On the way to the Terminal in the airport was the hardest thing I ever did. Seeing her on the verge of tears… I wanted to run back and give a huge hug and never let go. But the last thing I needed to do was miss the flight and get detained for braking airport securty rules. I love you, baby. I will be back to see you, you can count on it. BoyTrying to get back to normal
(Source: 5242miles.com)
