December 27th, 2009
And the boy left on Saturday back home. I’m very happy for the time we got to spend together (and what a great time it was, I’ll be posting about it later) but I am also filled with great sadness. I guess it affected me more than him cause I’m the one who didn’t travel, the one who got used to him sleeping on her bed, waking the other person up if they were still sleeping when we were up… I have to bring myself to get used again to just see his image on my monitor, without being able to touch or kiss him, and for only a couple of hours each day. Yes, it was all worth it, but that doesn’t make the departure less sad. I just hope that soon enough we’ll have time to spend together once more, I just don’t think it’ll be soon enough for me. I miss you already. Girl.See you later…
